Holiday's Potraits!

Anyer Beach, 19-20 December 2010

with : Vivi, Danika, Seilla, Vice, Ayas, Rani, Enci, Bang Arif, Bang Arief, Bang Andi Adam, Bang Madjid, Bang Alse

 

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Dufan, Ancol, 22 December 2010

with : Meidinda, Dinda, Vira, Elok, Nindy, Anti, Rinda, Rilli

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Thamrin Residence & Bundaran HI, 
31 Desember 2010 - 1 January 2011

with : Dinda, Anti, Vira, Rinda, Ninis, Reza.

School Thingy!

im just graduated since a month ago.. and now, kinda missing my school's atmosphere. and also my girls. i hate school actually, but this time, im like.......wish turn back time :(
im gonna tell you abit about me&my girls behaviour at school. here we are..


we all were trouble since the very first year at school, this is us. the eleven of us.. i dont know how could we be so close. but we were such as a big trouble in a good package i guess.. LOL! we skipped school&classes at least two times in the five days at school. the teachers? they're hating us SO much! hahahah. i cant even remember how many times we sent into the teacher's room for being rude. we also got into fights with SO MANY peoples.. if one of us were having trouble with someone, then the rest will follow and here we go again HAHAHA sounds so stupid. we're btrapped in lotta dramas i guess..

just the eight of us because the rest were skipping school this day LOL!

lets meet them a bit closer! i wanna list them down one by one.


1. Mei : i guess she loves messy look because she's one of my girls that comes to school with a messy look. hm, she skipped a lotta classes, a lot of! LOL


2. Ninis : the "dressed-up"ones. hahahah. i dont know why but she always wears a cute trademark accessories to school. yet, she's the leader of our saman team.


3. Dinda : aww my loveable sweet girl. she's kinda moody but sweet. i loooove her, she is kind :)


4. Vira : the sleepyhead! hahahah she sleeps in the middle of the class as always. oke everyone did it, but her? almost aaaall the time! OH she's also my partner in crime LOL


5. Rinda : i guess she is the most beautiful and also the kindest girl :)


6. Anti : wooow this is my lovely tomboy one. she's silly and abit crazy i guess wahahahah but no matter what, i love her!


7. Nindy : my bouncy pretty lil girlllll! she comes to school ALWAYS with a fashionable wearing uggh sometimes i secretly envying her wardrobes


8. Rili : the one with a birth scar on her chin HAHA hem she cant stop shouting. everything she's doing always "heboh"


9. Elok : my weird pretty lady hihi. sometimes she's being so talkactive till i wanna die to hear her hahaha but sometimes she's calm and saying nothing. ooh you have to see her silly moves hahah


10. Dilla : this girl is cute, and always talking without any points hahaha whatever she is, she's nice!


aaaaaaah talkin bout them makes me wanna run and come to them. been missing you girls. i want you all to stay.. this way.. like forever :)

So Touchy

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.


copied from http://www.boardofwisdom.com/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaYkwItyMFk

Friends Me Lovey

 

true friends dont come and go

they stay they listen

theyre there for you

during ups and downs

one thing that I really love about my bestfrinds

they could make me laugh out of loud

even somebody out thee has broke my heart hardly

one thing that I really love about school time

my school-mates!

when my friends see me cry

they dont say anything

they just make me foget what i feel

 

i still have a lotta best-man in my life

but yet i cant show em one by one here

the truth is, i love those guys that called friends.

i wont let anybody hurt them

and even if theyre wrong, i'll stand beside them

my remedy for all that has been hurting me

nothing works like you, guys

me love you all TIPANG

im gonna leave my school in less than a year

yea, i hate to write this cheesy post. but something keep triping on my head and looks like i really need to share and write something on my blog.

first.
im so obsessed and i really wanna be a part of Universitas Indonesia (law faculty). but the problem is, i wasnt confident enough to beat those thousands of other participant. facing the truth, oh yeah, im stupid.
past a couple week ago, i went to stekpi for "try out simak ui" (fyi simak ui is the problems of ordinary matter in the test conducted in ui) and i just realized that im just NO-THING compared with other contestants.
and theeen, when i got home,i cried on my mom's shoulder. i told her, how i was depressed and i wasnt okay at all. i knew my mom would support me. thats what the mothers do to keep their childrens mood nd spirit up, right? well, back to the main topic!
phew!i have these dream that i really want to achieve, and when i know that i can achieve it, i have and i would achieve it no matter what. but the problem is, im not that confident enough to suggest on my own head that i can achieve it!!





second.
im so sad and im crying now hahaha im such a fool! i havent ready yet to face the truth that im going to lose and let my friends go to reach out their future. im so selfish, i know.
three years ago, i used to be happy and full of spirit to go to the school. why? to study? oh of course not. i was happy just for catching up and gossiping with my pals. and yea we skipped a lotta classes.
my girls are my special person that could lift my mood up when im down. they are always be on my side. those girls that i'd always wanna see, wanna meet, wanna cry with, wanna laugh, hang out with and wanna do everything with. yes they are.
its really hard for letting you all go to reach your dreams out.but this is it, i have to face it that we'll be on the different tracks, and yea our life must go on, with or without having each other as closer as today.
i will be here for you all guys. i'll be here to cheer and support you no matter what. no matter how far the distance will divide us.
hate to say this but i know there will be a word, goodbye. but hell no! we're still be a friends, no matter what. no matter even you'll get your new pal or even the best one.
i love you all and theres no words can describe.

P.S : the harder you try, the deeper shit you fall into
nite, TIPANG 

My Bash!

okay well, last friday I celebrated my bash! I seriously had so much FUN!
take a look at the photos. (sorry if those shits makes your comp lagging.) ENJOY!

some of the guests! thanks for coming guys :)

my birthday cake, wew popcorn! haha. and here it is, me as the birthday girl!
love those fireworks! it lifted my mood up! :)

thanks for looking.

i gotta go back to sleep!

night guys! TIPANG