Insecure.

Halo! Hola! Hello!
Mayan nih uda lama gak posting, abisan gak ada yg menarik di idup gue. Biasa-biasa aja. Happy kagak, sedih juga kaga, jd bingung mau posting apa kmrn2. Tapi tapi tapi... Gue merasa agak aneh dan random nihya. Gue lagi sering banget ngerasa insecure gitudeh gakbanget.
Gue kaya ngerasa takut & ga aman, tapi gue juga gatau apa yang mesti ditakutin sebenernya. Gila kan? Congratulation deh gue, mungkin otak gue udah gasruk.
Hmm. Atau mungkin nih ya, karena idup gue lagi enak-enak aja ga ada hambatan belakangan ini, terus gue malah jadi takut sendiri. Takut kalo sewaktu-waktu semuanya rusak, ancur, kandas in a sudden.gitu kali ya?
Belakangan kan sering tuh ya gue ngepost ttg gue takut bokap-nyokap gue makin tua blablabla gtu. Nah skrg beda nyet!
Gue malu sebenernya ngasih taunya. Soalnya ini gak bgt. Sumpah. Tau bangetdeh ini pasti bakal diketawain -_- hem. Jadi sebenernya kawan-kawan, gue ini lagi takut ditinggal laki gueee!! Huaaaaaa aneh bgt kan? Yah freak lu Pang..
Ehserius tapi. Beneran nih. Duh gimana ya jelasinnya? Hubungan gue sih lagi ga renggang, lagi ga se-hot Jupe sama Gaston juga sih. Tapi auk deh kenapa bisa tiba-tiba takut sendiri. Emang freak kali gue. Ck.
Gue takut ditinggalin abisnya. Takut nanti nya ada cewe lain yang lebih menarik hatinya atau gimana gitu. Atau malah dia jenuh bosen sama gue. Atau dia ga kuat sama tingkah annoying gue. Atau apadah gitu. Yah jangan sampe deh, beneran gak tau bakal gimana jadinya kalo kejadian beneran. Ga siap sama sekali huhu ya Allah jangan ya, ya Allah, daripada saya ga kuat terus mati diem-diem bunuh diri pake tali? AMIT-AMIT!
Eh tengsin abis ampe orang nya baca blog gue -_- pasti gede kepala najong.
Jadi harus apa ini gueee??? Gausah dipikirin? Palelu! Lu kira gampang kali kaga mikirinnya. Hem tapi sebenernya sih simpel ya, gue cuma harus ngurangin sifat jelek gue biar dia makin cita (hoek!), terus gue harus bae-bae ga banyak tingkah, terus kalo ntar ada cewe lain? Ya kalo itusih diluar kendali gue ya, mungkin kalopun ntar (amit-amit) sampe ada, berarti ya emang bukan buat gue atau belom waktunya kali (sok abis) dan kalo kalo ada, siap-siap aja lu Sa ketimpuk batako!!!!! HEHEHE.

And to you who supposed to read this, please notice this.
I may not a Type of girl you want to be with, i know.
I may not a girl who talks sweet and lovely to you, i absolutely know.
I may not a type of girl who has a perfect brain beauty and behavior, i know it well.
But one thing i absolutely sure about,
I deeply in love with you, and i love every single thing about you, im so unconditionally in love with you in the name of God sumpah deh

Im so afraid. If one day when you wake up, you realize that im not even worth it. If one day your eyes see someone much better than me? If one day you think that you cant stand beside me anymore.
One thing, dont leave..
Because you absolutely have no idea, how much you mean to me.

Too fast to think about marriage, too fast to think about our future, too fast to think about having kids.. I know.
But this feeling also grow fast. And i can help my self to not to think about that, with you.
Yes you. The one who supposed reading this.

I love you.

What's The Point of Living?

People, I wanna ask you guys.

Have you ever felt like you're not actually living? Like you are in a living body but your mind is actually not. And you keep on asking your own life, what's the point of living?

Me. I'm actually at that point now.

I just don't know if everything's real. Or not.

If you think I'm losing my faith and need some purpose of life, then your thoughts are probably wrong.

Because I have my purpose of life, and so I have faith and believe in God.

My purpose of life is married with the one I truly love, then having kids, then loving and being loved by my own lil family. Also I wanna make my own Notariat Office, just like my mum. I have many goals to be achieved.

But back again, I wonder.... It's actually not living. It's just making myself following the circumtances that everybody does. Right?

So are we really living? Are we really built to be living? Or just to follow other people that already lived before? And just repeating the same circumstances?

Then growing old? And waiting for death to come? And having "siksa kubur" in return? Then going to whether it's heaven or hell? As predictable as that?

Bah... okey that's my strange thoughts hueheheh.

One last sentence to end it with,

"Everyman dies, but not everyman really lives."

Little Spill

Instill love to the nation
Raise patriotism
And national defense

HA!

1. What color is your toothbrush?
blue

2. Name one person who made you smile today?
Ganesha

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
was swimming with Gee

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
having my mouth full of cereals

5. What is your favorite candy?
m&m's

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
EMBAAK AMBILIN AIR

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
cookies n cream

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
mineral water

10. Do you likeyour wallet?
i should've replaced it with the new one

11. What was the last thing you ate?
koko crunch

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
a lot of

13. The last sporting event you watched?
swimming

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
butter/salty

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
daddy

16. Ever go camping?
yea i like ittttt

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
as the doctor told me to do so

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
i'm moslem

19. Do you have a tan?
nooooo


20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
i prefer pizza for sure

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
nope i drink it from the bottle itself

22. What did your last text message say?
ada cerita kocak gak?

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
lying on bed all day

24. WHERE IS 24?
right after 23 (?)

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
lcd tv

26. What color & make is your watch?
i dont even have one ;p

27. What do you think of when you hear the word Australia?
new zealand


28. What is your birthstone?
idk.

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
up to my mood

30. What is your favourite number?
4 and 8

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
ganesha

32. Any plans today?
a lot of

33. How many states/provinces/countries have you lived in?
2 provinces

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
my second little sister

35. Last song listened to?
Time To Go - The Maine

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
errrrr i can't


37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
three living maids

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
flats&sneakers

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
yepppp

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
mayyyybe

41. Do you love anyone?
yia!

42. Do any of your friends have children?
yes

43. What do you usually do during the day?
wondering and day dreaming

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
yes

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
yep

46. What color is your car?
pure white 

47. Do you like cats?
i have 7 of them at home

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
yep

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
no

50. How did you get your worst scars?
when i got abused by somebody

Personality Tips

(http://b-splendid.blogspot.com)

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PERSONALITY


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Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

Don’t take yourself so seriously.. No one else does.

Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip..

Dream more while you are awake

Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..

Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

Smile and laugh more.

You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree…

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking

A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say.


When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life.

When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you take care of our house and everyone in it, and I learned we have to take care of what we are given.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw how you handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good, and I learned that I would have to be responsible when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn't looking I saw that you cared, and I wanted to be everything that I could be.

When you thought I wasn't looking I learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up.

When you thought I wasn't looking I looked at you and wanted to say,'Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.'


Via (http://b-splendid.blogspot.com)

So Touchy

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.


copied from http://www.boardofwisdom.com/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaYkwItyMFk

love? just sweet beginning and bitter ending

setuju gak sama judulnya? gue setuju banget loh. hem menurut gue ini topik yang sangat interesting, kenapa? karena actually udah berulang-ulang kali gue denger dan tau tentang cerita-cerita semacem&sejenis ini
awal-awal nya jadian atau suka sama orang ih emang nyenengiiin banget, but as the time goes by, ujng-ujung nya selalu aja ngeselin dan ga ngenakin. ya ga? ya kan?
kadang gue kesel juga, kenapa ya kebanyakan korban dari sakit ati dan sedih-sedihan tuh selalu cewe? apa mungkin karena cewe lebih pake perasaan daripada logika-nya? tapi tetep aja loh gue ga habis pikir. dih.
belakangan ini kayanya banyaak banget yang ngerasa sedih-sedih karena cowonya ninggalin lah, atau mantannya udah jadian lagi.
hem, perlu gue kasih contoh? Vira, sahabat gue yang gue sayaaang banget. mantannya yg sebenernya masih dia sayang udah jadian lagi beh. ada juga Hani, temen sekelas gue. mantannya yg dikira masi ngerasain hal yg sama kaya yg dia rasain ternyata udah deketin cewe lain. hem.dan masih banyak lagi deh, gue ampe lupa siapa aja.

so, tiap kali gue ngasih advice ke siapapun yang ngerasa down kaya gitu, gue selalu bilang, "AYO DONG MOVE-ON! TUNJUKIN KE COWO BRENGSEK ITU KALO LO BISA GA ADA DIA!" eeeh mereka selalu bilang, "GA BISA, TIPAAANG! LO KIRA GAMPANG APA?! LO MAH GA NGERASAIN SIH" nah loh, dia balik ngomel -_-

gini ya, gue ngomong kaya gitu bener-bener cuma mau nyadarin lo semua kalo elo itu nangisin sesuatu yg sebenernya ga pantes lo tangisin. idihh kalo gue jadi elo, mendingan gue nangisin apa kek yg lebih penting, zet. nah, kalo gue dibilang ga tau rasa-nya kaya apaaaa...................GUE TAU BANGET RASANYA KAYA GIMANA WOOOOY! bahkan mungkin yang gue rasain itu tiga kali lebih parah daripada yg elo semua rasain. ape? mau tau kenape? ah gue ogah ngebahasnya. haram.

nih ya, fakta yg harus lo tau tentang cowo brengsek yg lo puja-puja dan elo tangis-tangisin sampe sekarang.
buat elo yang ngerasa setelah putus mantan lo masih punya perasaan yg sama kaya yang lo pendem sekarang, beh. mending buang jauh-jauh eh pikiran kaya gitu daripada sakit ati sendiri.
didepan lo mungkin dia bisa aja sok sok ga bisa move on juga lah, sok sok masih sayang lah hadaaaaah, youd better stop hoping for them.
mau tau bukinya? nih. kasusnya Vira, didepan Vira, mantannya tuh masih bilang "aku syg bgt vir sm kamu blablabla" dan beberapa hari kemudian, di facebook cowo itu udah in a relationship with the other girl.si Hani juga gitu tuh, mantannya masih bilang, sayang-sayang telek ayam gitudeh, padahaaal JENG JENG JENG JENG ketauan deh dia deket sama cewe lain yg notabene adek kelasnya. banyak lah cerita-cerita sejenis kaya gini.

sumpadeh ga ada guna nya elo mikirin orang yg jelas-jelas ga ada guna nya buat dipikirin.
 okedeh gni, gue buka kartu biar lo sadar. gue dulu empat tahun jadian sama orang. EMPAT? ya empat tahun. lama kan? seiring berjalannya waktu nihye, gue makin makin dan makin....hem, sayang dan gue ngerasa dia juga ngerasa hal yg sama. tapi laluuu, akhirnya he dumped me, bilangnya sih gara-gara lg ga mau pacaran lah apa bullshit. tapi ternyata dia bosen sama gue, wtf. haha
terus akhirnya putus deh dan tiap kali gue tanya dia deket sama orang atau engga, dia selalu bilang "SUMPAH YA KAGA" dan gue pun percaya-percaya aja. dan, belakangan gue tau ternyata dia deketin cewe lain yg notabene adek kelas gue. itu tuh padahal  baru sekitar 3 minggu setelah gue putus haha, gilakan. gue sempet mikir, anjrit, 4 tahun itu ga lo anggep apa-apa sampe lo secepet itu dapet pengganti gue?! padahal semua yg lo mau udah gue kasih dan gue turutin! hahaha goblok. sama lah gue ngelakuin kaya apa yg lo semua lakuin. abis itu nangis-nangis lah, ngecekin fb, twitter, pm dll nya lah haha. padahal sebelum tau dia deket ama orang, tiap liat pm/tweet/status nya, gue selalu ngerasa itutuh buat gue. padahal ternyata? sampah.

terus mulai deh gue melewati masa masa yg gue anggap kelam bgt. kayanya mau senyum aja susah. i was just faking a smile deh pokoknya. terus gue ngerasa ga akan bisa lupa, ga akan bisa move on. crying on my bed tiap hari sebelum tidur ampe guling gua penuh ingus. terus gue sempet bilang ke temen gue, namanya awi. "wi gue ga bakalan lupa ini taruhan deh sama gue. satu satunya cara yang bisa bikin gue lupa kayanya cuma amnesia deh. kayanya gua mesti jedukin pala gua ke aspal deeeeeh" si awi nya ngakak ngakak aje. gila, percaya ga lo, gue selebay itu? untung ga gue lakuin ya Allah kalo engga gue pasti mati sia-sia. haha terus yaaaa gue liat tweet nya yg katanya seneng bgt kalo lagi sama gebetan baru nya itu. haha drop sih waktu itu. hem

terus abis itu gue ngapain? spending all my life stuck in yesterday? hell no! ya enggaklah. idup gue terlalu berarti buat terus nginget-nginget gituan. oke kejadian itu forgiven lah, but not forgotten. itu gue anggep sebagai lesson of life.gue delete semua yg gue anggep ga guna tuh. msn, bbm dan lain lainnya gue block,delete dan unfollow. so? look at me now. i've been there on your position but i moved on.

yayaya, lo pasti mau bilang, susah mau move on. ga bisa berhenti mikirin mantan lo lah. ga bisa lupain lah. eh bego, melek! (maaf ya gue kasar, abis gimana dong biar lo sadar) hem idup lo masih panjang! cowo juga gak cuma satu. lo ga akan bisa lupa kalolo terus-terusan mikir, "gue ga bisa move-on dan ga bisa lupaaa" wah wah. dan lo juga ga akan bisa kalo lo terus-terusan ngecek-ngecek semua yg berhubungan tentng tu orang. apalagi dengerin lagu mellow mulu. (percaya ga, gue delete semua lagu yg mellow-mellow di song list gue waktu itu) elo bisa kalo lo niat dan bener-bener mau! buktinya gue! and see, gue bisa!
so maybe thats all for today. if you want to ask or you need an advice, you can just go and come to me if you want to. or you can also send me an email on tiarapangestika@gmail.com or pangtipang@hotmail.com
idih najis gua uda kayak konsultan cinta HAHAHA


be brave, girls. you guys are just too worth it. you deserve more than this.
(maaf banget kalo postingan gue kali ini terkesan ngejelek-jelekin cowo. ini cuma berbagi pengalaman kok judulnya. dan perlu diinget! ga semua cowo kaya gini, ok?)

with full of joy, TIPANG

Just For Fun

actually, i have nothing to say, there's nothing 'fun' happen in my life lately. so im just going to post something that has no-point (pointless) -------ENJOY!

rules :

1. put your iTunes, windows mesia player, etc. on shuffle
2. for each question, press the next button to get you answer
3. you must write the song name down, no matter how silly it sounds
4. Have Fun!



SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
# The City Is At War - Cobra Starship hahahahahahahahahhaha



HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
# Dangerous and Sweet - Lenka yes i am nyakakkakak



WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
# Damn You Look Good and Im Drunk (scandalous) - Cobra Starship


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
# Eh Eh (theres nothing else i can say) - Lady Gaga


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
# LISZTOMANIA - phoenix (apadah)



WHATS YOUR MOTTO?
# Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie HAHAHAHAHA PAS ABIS


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
# Fuck You - Lily Allen HAHAHAHA jahat lu ah



WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
# Bring Me Down - Lenka aihhhhhh parah!



WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
# The Day You Went Away - M2M hem................



WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
# Smile - Lily Allen gaseru nih

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
# If I Were A Boy - Beyonce alah alah


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
# LOVE DRUNK - Boys Like Girls mabuk cintaaa?


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
# I Dont Love You - My Chemical Romance HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ko tolol sih



WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
# Shut Up And Let Me Go - The Ting Tings HUAHAUHAUHAUHUAH ngakak!



WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY AND INTEREST?
# I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry HAAAAAAAAAAA?



WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
# Someone Like You - Boys Like Girls pffffft



WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
# Cheated Hearts - Yeah Yeah Yeahs EH SUMPAH KAGA YAAA



WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
# Way Back Into Love - Drew Barrymore ft. Hugh Grant OH MY......................


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
# When Did Your Heart Go Missing - Rooney

God whole plans and why it does to you

hei fellas!

my life has been very tiring this whole weeks.
beh idup gue berasa (lebih) berat daripada biasanya. (oke. gue lebay wkwk)

hem i wanna ask you guys about something,
lo pernah ga ngerasa jadi manusia paling apes
atau lift your hands and cry
then you'll say "how could this happen to me?!"
or may even, "kenapa Tuhan ngasih cobaan seberat ini buat gue? kenapa harus gue?!"

pernah kan? haha ah lebe lu pada ah wkwk
tapi bener kaaaaan?

hem apa?
gue tau darimana?

yaaaaaaaaa sebenernya sih ga lain dan ga bukan karena gue juga sering ngerasa kaya gitu HAHA
yeah guys, Ive been there too, who doesnt? I guess noone.

hei I know lots of stories about someone else's bad life.
people always think that their life is the worst life of all the people in the world.

but today. i just realized.
something that may forgotten.
listen to me. im just getting started.

okay honestly, gue tau gimana elo mungkin ngerasain sial yang ga berpenghabisan, ngerasa udah ga sanggup lagi dikasih cobaan yang menurut lo berat banget, ngerasa mendingan mati aja daripada mesti kaya gini, atau apalah!

yaelah. padahal kalo dipikir-pikir, paling apaan sih masalah kita?
patah hati?
putus cinta?
dikhianatin?
kehilangan sesuatu?
ngerasa sendiri?
dimusuhin?

ya. i know those things may hurt you so bad, I know how it hurts because Ive been there on your position (or even worse)
but HEY WAKE UP!

mungkin apa yg lo alamin itu ga ada apa-apanya dibandingin sama yg banyak dialamin sama orang diluar sana.
coba liat orang yg (maaf) cacat, yg ga punya orang tua atau malah ga pernah sempet ngerasain punya orang tua, yg ga punya tempat tinggal atau bahkan uang sepeserpun.
open up your eyes, guys! think about em!

as always, orang selalu ngeliat ke atas, which means selalu iri dan bahkan ga terima atas apa yg orang lain dapetin. and they think, "kenapa Tuhan ga adil and bla bla bla"
hellooooooo~ yg namanya adil itu ga selalu berarti harus sama rata kan?
apa yg baik menurut lo, belum tentu good enough menurut-Nya. get it?

guys, come on, start from today. kenapa ga kita liat ke bawah sekali-kali. terus pikir, how lucky we are! (call me naive for talking like this)

some of great quotation :
intan tidak dapat didapat tanpa gesekan
emas tidak dapat dimurnikan tanpa api
sesuatu yg lebih baik tidak dapat didapatkan tanpa rintangan dan tantangan


(oke. gue mungkin sok bijak ya haha. tapi coba pikir, bener ga g gue bilang?)

someday you'll understand about God's whole plans and why it does to you.
now, thank God for everything that He has given to you.

"everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. but you cant have a rainbow, without a little rain" someone ever said that :')

KEEP ROCKING
TIPANG

my first post

hem apa yang biasa orang tulis pada bagian awal dari blog-nya.................
wait wait.... Im thinking about it now
well,
OKAY!



first, im still on my mid-test program (totally NOT cool,huh?) Im a lil bit unsure about the results, and i dont care about that at all :p

next topic! after all of those horrible exams, me and my girls went to a FORTUNE TELLER, pretty cool, right? her name is Momma Alien, she predicted my future. wanna hear about that?
she said I could be a great notaries! (WOW) and she told me that Im such a lucky girl (well Im not)
yes those are the good news........ but she also told me about some bad-news. well guys, this part are too bad to be submitted. Im so sorry for not telling you guys about this. but someday I will, promise :)

maybe I should stop blogging by now,
there are two horrible tests waiting for me -__-"
BLAH! (sorry if my post was pretty bad for you (oh please maklum,ini post pertama gueeee) hem this one is pointless I know)


keep dreaming, Tipang!