Ramadhan's Comiing

so Ramadhan's really coming. I really apologize for everything I did that ever bothered u both intentionally and unintentionally to any-who that readin' this.
Happy fasting guys :D

let me be a mean girl for a moment

Before you criticize others and act like you're the most perfect creature on earth, better you use english properly first my dear. cuz u got me dying laughing by your 'ambiguous' words. ehehe.
Keep your narcissism on deh ya :-)
Sweet regards <3

What's The Point of Living?

People, I wanna ask you guys.

Have you ever felt like you're not actually living? Like you are in a living body but your mind is actually not. And you keep on asking your own life, what's the point of living?

Me. I'm actually at that point now.

I just don't know if everything's real. Or not.

If you think I'm losing my faith and need some purpose of life, then your thoughts are probably wrong.

Because I have my purpose of life, and so I have faith and believe in God.

My purpose of life is married with the one I truly love, then having kids, then loving and being loved by my own lil family. Also I wanna make my own Notariat Office, just like my mum. I have many goals to be achieved.

But back again, I wonder.... It's actually not living. It's just making myself following the circumtances that everybody does. Right?

So are we really living? Are we really built to be living? Or just to follow other people that already lived before? And just repeating the same circumstances?

Then growing old? And waiting for death to come? And having "siksa kubur" in return? Then going to whether it's heaven or hell? As predictable as that?

Bah... okey that's my strange thoughts hueheheh.

One last sentence to end it with,

"Everyman dies, but not everyman really lives."