I complain a lot.

Wah reading my own blog makes me realize, that ive been complaining about my life, a lot. Like that much for seriously.
Should be more grateful, Tips!
Nothing is wrong with your life :)
Loyal and good friends, warm family, and many unproductive hours for sleeping and naping.
Some people wud kill for what u have, so stop complaining.
Just stop.

God...
I feel empty. And lost..




Tell me,
Is this happening because i stop doing my so called prayer?
Or im going insane?
God... Please answer.





Hey people, just thinkin'
At this point, should i take an Eat-Pray-Love journey? ;p

against me?

ever feel like nobody seems to understand you? like the world is against you, and all you can do is sit down and think about what if this, and what if that.
you go talk to your friends seeking for a support and their responds automatically give you a mini heart-attack,
and you begin to wonder, where else to run at this moment? i feel so out of place.
dont know is it just me who becomes so melodramatic hypochondriac, or its true that anybody here are against me.
for whatever it takes, i try not to think about what others think of me. but it turns out that i can't.
oh Lord... i wish i could wake up and turn into a heart-less person tomorrow.

Things I Gotta Change About Myself

Things i have to change about myself;

1. pleasing others until i put their needs before my own.

this is not a bad habbit actually, but lately, i think that i should have prioritized myself above anything else since that  sometimes im too busy thinkin bout others problems til i forget that i also have some to be handled.

2. overthinking things.
you know, being a Virgo is difficult because of this -__- i have to change this bad habbit so much, because i fully understand that overthinking ruins me and the situation, it twists things around, makes me worry and it makes everything turn worse that actually is. and because of this, i end up creating problems that were never even there.

3. depend too much on anybody.
you know, even your shadow leaves you when youre in darkness. so stop depending too much, cause in the end, the only person you can depend on when youre in troble is yourself.

4. worry about what others might think of me.
i fully understand, that the less i worry about what people think of me, the less complicated life becomes. sometimes, all you can do is close your ears and just go the fuckin on. cause when you give a damn, you absolutely give them the satisfaction theyve been expecting.

5. getting too attached to anything.
quite important to be noticed, that it aint good to get too attached to anything, because everything, at some point will come to an end. so better prepare rather than being broken because you think something gonna last forever, but its not.

Eliminating Drama

 "I think, when people come up to me to ask questions about their problems, I see unsatisfied faces. It's because they expected an answer full of complexity, which would signify the complexity of life too, which justifies having problems. But they don't get that from me. My answers are always very simple and straightforward. And that exactly is the key to a happy life. Humans tend to complicate things because it feels easier when there is something to blame on. Don't."  -Diana Rikasari-