Hard work finally paid off!

huaaaaaaaa!!! all my hard work has finally paid off!! couldnt be any happier, another stage of life will soon begin.

i cant thank my family, boyfie and fellow fellas enough. without their supports, i really dont know what am i goin to be.

Pink & Turquoise

you and i are pretty much like Pink and Turquoise.

different, but it's cute to see em together.

Now I realize it was better being the old me.

Remember when we were little,
we always wanted to grow up?
Now we realize it was better being a kid.


I know it's ridiculous but honestly, the future scares me.
Sometimes I start thinking about my future and what it will be like.
I think of things like marriage, career, etc and  the thoughts are freakin me out a bit.
(well but I still want to get married, I want to have cutie pie childrens.  I mean thats what girls want when they grow up, right?)

The point is..
re-read the very first sentences on this post:
"Remember when we were little,
we always wanted to grow up?
Now we realize it was better being a kid."


Well to me it is the same.
when we were a little we wanted to grow up, but now when we grow up, we wish we'd never grown up. we even now understand why PeterPan doesnt want to grow up, right?

Now..
You are crazily in love with somebody, and you always want to get married,
have you ever thought? what if gettin married is not as wonderful as you once thought it wud be?
Or..
Now youre as a student, you study so hard you cant even stop complaining about how hard your life as a student is, yet you also dont have much money,
so you start wishing you had a job and a career.
but again, have you ever thought? what if it is not as easy or great as you thought it wud be?


Maybe one day we might say it again:
"Now I realize it was better being the old me......"

suxxxx

Btw, the fact that my English has been gettin worse is makin me...........down. minder, makin males nulis pake bahasa Inggris karena takut dikomenin sama Grammar Police akakaka.

smile smile smile :D

kalo ada orang yang selalu sirik, selalu pengen kita jatuh, selalu talk shit behind our back mah diemin aja! emang bakal selalu ada orang yang gak suka sama kita meskipun kita gak punya salah sama mereka.
the problem is not in us, darling. the problem is them.
tau apa yang paling ngeselin dari orang yang suka sirik?
yang ngeselin bukan karena mereka ngomongin kita dibelakang, trying to push us down dan sebagainya.

yang paling ngeselin justru karena,
mereka bahkan ga sadar kalo dirinya itu tukang sirik. hfffffff :))

so smile and do not waste your time arguing with those sirikan-people.

words.

belakangan ini jadi rada gabut, seharian isinya cuma tidur, makan, browsing, terus tidur lagi. mana kuliah udah selesai, tinggal minta jadwal sidang, jadilah gue super gabut tiap hari. karna keseringan autis di depan laptop, blogwalking kesana kemari, baca quotes ini dan itu, i.ve got loads of bloody inspiring words!
let's put them here:

"People were created to be loved,
Things were created to be used,
The reason why the world is in chaos,
Is because things are being loved,
and people are being used."

"Biggest communication problem is,
We do not listen to understand.
We listen just to reply."

"Do not educate your child to be rich,
educate them to be happy.
so when he grows up,
he'll know the value of everything.
not the price."