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Hshhhsh! Susah bgt ya emang buat ngehargain usaha orang lain? Gue kan udah usaha. Setengah mati. Buat elu nyeeet, elu, elu doang! Emang sih hasil usaha gue ga pernah memuaskan. Tapi liat usahanya napa?
Gue juga bisa capek tau di-underestimate mulu. Emang gue geblek, petakilan, teledor, ceroboh, tapi gimana nyet, bawaan orok itu! Dikira gue mau apa jadi kaya gini? Dih gue juga ogah. Tapi kalo disuruh berubah pun, sorry deh, ogah jugak.
Ya gua sih mau dilahirin jadi anak kalem, manis, anggun. Daripada jadi cewe setengah waria gini (anjir apa-apaan sih bahasanya). Seandainya gue terlahir begitu yaa.. Segalanya pasti akan lebih mudah. Nyiamnyiemnyiam
Oke balik ke topik awal. Gue tetep gamau berubah. Alesannya? Ya karena ini gue, dari awal emang begini. Terima aja napa bawaan orok gue. Kalo gabisa nerima? Ya.. Either you take it or leave deh.
I dont plan on changing for anybody. Gue pertegas lagi. Anybody. Siapapun. Kecuali atas kemauan gue sendiri. Im not living to impress anybody,ryt??
Nih ya, i always try my best to make you happy and proud. Tapi gimana dong, takdir berkata lain. Selaluu aja ada tingkah tolol gue yg ngerusak semuanya. Ah tau ah, udah dulu deh..

How to deal with a change?

People are afraid of a great many things; death, public speaking, etc. but the fear of change and the unknown ranks high on any list of things that provoke anxiety. The prospect of making changes in one’s life can be so intimidating that some people will forego making them even when to do so would be beneficial.
change means moving into unfamiliar territory. Faced with the prospect of change, people worry about making a mistake, being put into a worse situation, or failing to succeed. Their imaginations conjure up all manner of dire possibilities, a wide range of rationalizations.

Now we gotta try to:
Learn to manage change. Instead of fearing change, develop strategies for change management. Thinking about ways things might turn out.

Check expectations against reality. This leads to more realistic expectations and less of the depression and demoralization that often accompanies not achieving ‘what we thought we would achieve.’

Don’t be defined by externals. Too often, we allow the value we place on ourselves to be determined by what others think. More focus on the value what this change wud bring :D

Stay kewl!