hey lord! its been so long since our last chit-chat. and yes, i look terrible now that it looks like i only come to see you when something troubled me, nay?
im so sorry for that, and i still believe with every molecules of my body that youre a kind hearted "big thing" and you can always be a listenin ear to me.
I need no solution, no advice either.. all i need is a listening ear, so pleasee, please, please, please hear me lord..
uhm, should i go watering my body and do such thing as wudhu and wear my mukena now so you would listen?
ah, nevermind lord..
lets just go straight to the point.
lord.. im not in trouble now, and noone hurt me either. its just like the confusing current situation which i had never been in this situation before and i dont know what to do.
ok well its not that i dont know what to do.. i know exactly what to do, i just dont know whether or not i could possibly go thru this and finish this.
lord, if ure now offering me one wish to come true, it wihld be this;
lord, turn me into wonder-woman, or pepper pots, or anybody else who has a great capability at taking control over most of everything.
this is stupid i know. never mind lord, never mind..
well, ok i fully understand that u must be having smthng way more important to be handled, or another prayer which is way more complicated than this bullshits thats written on this post.
ok lord, thanks for listening..
youre the best, lord.
