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G'nite Folks..

so much to tell you now. so MUCH. Im done fighting for PTN (Perguruan Tinggi Negri) or Nation's Universities, I'm done! Im done with an empty hand..

Since my very first test, it was selection test for UGM, there was about 20.000 people trying hard with the same chances. and yeah, i was not accepted. my second test, it was SIMAK UI, selection test for Universitas Indonesia, i guess almost all of the third grader tried that. everyone wants to be tha part of Universitas Indonesia here, well who doesnt? hmm, my result? dont ask, its a big no no. theeen, my third. a test for Universitas Padjajaran. ngahh!! still, when i checked my ID from my blackberry "sorry you are not accepted"GAAAHH!! oke oke next, UMB (Ujian Masuk Bersama) and dont ask, youve known it eh? im not accepted hehe. it brings me to my last test, SNMPTN, i choosed; Faculty of Law UGM and Faculty of Law UNPAD.. though it was the easiest one to me, im still not accepted. too bad, eh? hahahah (fyi, i was choosing Faculty of Law for all Universities.)

that was awful.. i was dying evertime I saw my screen says "Sorry you are not accepted"Geez, the baddest feeling ever. more painful than just have lost your sweetest relationship. trust me.

let me tellin you abit about my preparation, i was taking alotta courses for those selection test.. BTA (Bimbingan Tes Alumni), Salemba, and privat course at home. but still.. hahaha am i that stupid or what? but for sure, this is not about how smart you are.. you have to be lucky. smart is not enough. at all.

i used to think like God must be hates me, and i must be the most unlucky girl in the whole town.. i was crying all day. my body is dying, my heart is aching. awful how i can be dumped for many times. and the baddest feeling is to see a friend of mine thats not really serious on their studies accepted in my dreamed nation universities. aaarfghkwzxz!!

but then i saw my self in the mirror, my eyes red and puffy. i was thinking, what the use of crying? it wont change anything. it wont make any difference. im feeling like a fool, for sure. hahaha. "what the hell am i doing?!" 

then noooow, i could think much clearer than before. hehe.

I don't have to be sad bcos of those failures.. i believe, there is a reason behind it, why God didn't make it for my future. 

at least, someday i will understand about God's whole plans and why it does to me.. not now, but one day I will.

I don't have to regret things that I've already done, I should regret the thing I didn't take when I had the chance, right? at least I've tried no matter what the result is :)

keep your life well motivated.

TIPANG

Gee Love!

Hello. im so in the good mood for writing something. hmm wait.. hah, it's been 3 months since ive been dating with my boy and i havent even told you all about him? so sorry :( just blame it on me.my bad, hehe. soooooo.... his initial is G.

he's my classmate in my 3rd year at school. i hardly ever talked to him before, and i cant even remember how can we get so cloose. whatever...im just feeling so right whenever im with him. he makes me laugh with everything he's done. he gives me fun. I'm enjoying all the moments we spent together. Miww ;3
 romantic guy? definitely not! he's such a spontaneus guy with a lot of error and stupidity in his brain LOL! ngahahaha silly is his middle name.
sounds emo but, i dont know what should i do if i lose him.. for heaven's sake! please, i wish it wont ever happen. i want him to stay here, right beside me. forever and ever :p aaaaa im starting to miss him :(

oke enough then, i'll be right back very soon!
promise you :)
AAAARGH, i love you, Gee! :D

School Thingy!

im just graduated since a month ago.. and now, kinda missing my school's atmosphere. and also my girls. i hate school actually, but this time, im like.......wish turn back time :(
im gonna tell you abit about me&my girls behaviour at school. here we are..


we all were trouble since the very first year at school, this is us. the eleven of us.. i dont know how could we be so close. but we were such as a big trouble in a good package i guess.. LOL! we skipped school&classes at least two times in the five days at school. the teachers? they're hating us SO much! hahahah. i cant even remember how many times we sent into the teacher's room for being rude. we also got into fights with SO MANY peoples.. if one of us were having trouble with someone, then the rest will follow and here we go again HAHAHA sounds so stupid. we're btrapped in lotta dramas i guess..

just the eight of us because the rest were skipping school this day LOL!

lets meet them a bit closer! i wanna list them down one by one.


1. Mei : i guess she loves messy look because she's one of my girls that comes to school with a messy look. hm, she skipped a lotta classes, a lot of! LOL


2. Ninis : the "dressed-up"ones. hahahah. i dont know why but she always wears a cute trademark accessories to school. yet, she's the leader of our saman team.


3. Dinda : aww my loveable sweet girl. she's kinda moody but sweet. i loooove her, she is kind :)


4. Vira : the sleepyhead! hahahah she sleeps in the middle of the class as always. oke everyone did it, but her? almost aaaall the time! OH she's also my partner in crime LOL


5. Rinda : i guess she is the most beautiful and also the kindest girl :)


6. Anti : wooow this is my lovely tomboy one. she's silly and abit crazy i guess wahahahah but no matter what, i love her!


7. Nindy : my bouncy pretty lil girlllll! she comes to school ALWAYS with a fashionable wearing uggh sometimes i secretly envying her wardrobes


8. Rili : the one with a birth scar on her chin HAHA hem she cant stop shouting. everything she's doing always "heboh"


9. Elok : my weird pretty lady hihi. sometimes she's being so talkactive till i wanna die to hear her hahaha but sometimes she's calm and saying nothing. ooh you have to see her silly moves hahah


10. Dilla : this girl is cute, and always talking without any points hahaha whatever she is, she's nice!


aaaaaaah talkin bout them makes me wanna run and come to them. been missing you girls. i want you all to stay.. this way.. like forever :)

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